Some chick came up to my door just now. Selling something or other for some contest. I let her go through her spiel like I always do, but instead of just telling her that I wasn’t interested, I actually told her that I sit around letting people go through their pitch then tell them I’m not interested. She seemed a tad irked, but kept her friendly demeanor. I damn nearly fell into her trap to go along with the thing, but she took off, probably thinking I was just going to fuck with her some more.

Well, that brightened my morning… err… afternoon. Whatever.

Blah blah blah, I’m an idiot.

I took a shower today. It’s been about a week since my last shower. I’m going to get over this.

Well, it turns out I can’t really be anymore comfortable with Sheena than with any other girl.

 I’ve been really down lately. Girl issues, lost job, doing poorly in school.

Christ, I’m such a stupid fucking bastard. I ruin everything.

I had fun shopping and chilling with Sheena. I usually flip out around girls, but I’m comfortable with Sheena.

I found out that I went over the credit card limit, and I could’ve waited for a friend or relative to use their jobs at certain retail chains to get discounts, but whatever.

Watching The Matrix Revolutions for a third time was great. It was the biggest screen I’d seen it on to date. I still want to see it on IMAX. I still want to see Reloaded on IMAX.

I remain calm, lyrically I got the bomb
when you put me on, I remain calm.

I haven’t been as depressed lately. I see good things in the future for Alexandro.

rargh

I’m not crazy. Well, yeah, maybe I…. NO. I’m not.