Bam. I wrote this and I need somewhere to keep it. I also like to share.

 

yo, you try to diss
but your words always miss
And my subtle rebuttal leaves you buffudled
and standing in a puddle
of your own drool
’cause you’re a fool that thinks he’s too cool
to keep his mouth shut
and you’re stuck in a rut
’cause you talk out your butt
and you always strut
like you know what’s going on
but you can’t see you’re a pawn
in the Man’s lame game
and you try lay the blame for you lack of fame on my name
And while I refrain to claim we’re the same
We’ve got the same general aim
to get mass appeal by keepin it real
but you lack focus, I feel
but instead of revealin’
all of the rhymes you’ve been stealin’
I’ll give you some space and some time to be healin’

So, yeah… I was just thinking about how badly I blew things with Sheena. Maybe most of it is in my head, but it seems like things are awkward between us. Maybe it’s becuase I was so scatterbrained when I talked to her. I was all over the place. I tried to come off as Mr. Nice Guy, Sir Caring and Sensitive, that creepy guy that stands behind you and breathes real hard and Mr. Slick all at the same time.

 

Oh well. I hope I don’t fuck things up with Doreen. She’s a sweet girl, and I don’t want to hurt her in any way.

I’ve been feeling festive and depressed, so I made an alteration to the avatar I use for forums.

 

 

I also wrote up this verse:

yo, my name is Alex and I’m sweatin’ in my sweater
I’m feelin’ kinda down, but I’m slowly gettin’ better.
I’m on the never-ending quest of gettin’ it together.
But I still don’t know if I’ll make it through the weather.

 

Alrighty then.

 

Linda: Cool stuff.

Doreen: Yeah, I remember you. Long time no talk. AIM me at cloneboy99

I saw The Last Samurai. It was beautiful.

 

Before that, I went to a taping of Jimmy Kimmel Live.

Andy Milonakas (Milonakis? Whatever) has a new song up, or something, I’ll have to check that out.

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