I’ve sorta started drawing again. I did that a few days ago. I’ve got more, but I’m too lazy to scan it at the moment.

I’m not into the whole “developing ideas” schtick; I prefer just to get
down sketches and doodles here and there. Maybe I’ll make this a
regular thing.

I miss her already.

Now, on a lighter note.
Every now and then, I like to show off what I’m currently sporting as a
desktop arrangement. I don’t go all out with the fancy stuff, but I
like to have my desktop pleasent to look at and easy to use.

I’m currently sporting an orange theme.


Click for full size.

Thanks to Lauren for the portrait.

I live for the women in my life. I wish I could make every single one
feel uniquely special, and all of that. Hell, I probably could,
considering I don’t know that many.

I need something to center my life on,
even if I only center on it for a few years; I desperately need
something to focus on, someting I can take serioiusly and enjoy and get
paid fat stacks of cash for.

I still want to join the Army, and I’m still not taking definite steps
to get myself in. Every time I seem to be making progress, I get
sidetracked and I end up finding myself further back on the path.

I’ve got that warrior’s spirit in me somewhere. I’ll be able to unleash it some day.

I’ll probably I want to die a heroic fool.

I made this collage becuase some girl told me to make a collage. Girls should tell me to do things more often.

That’s what I looked like in eighth grade. Commence drooling.

I’m sick of being an inoffensive centrist. I’m sick of being…
I don’t know. I don’t really stick to one sort of philosophy for too
long. I figure the world would be a better place if we could all get
along, but I’m going to keep plotting out my defenses in the mean time.

I like girls more than I probably should. I always find myself so much more motivated when there’s a nice girl in my life.

On that note, I’ve got to get on the bounce with that creative writing course.

I went paintballing today. Small game, just four of us: Ryan, Ryan, Adam and me. We all did our
share of shooting and getting shot. I’d really like to find a better
place to go, but that olive grove suffices.

I guess I’m more into the milsim aspect of paintball, but it’s still fun to just go with friends and run around.

I got a new tank, some tips on how to keep my old tank from leaking and
some oil. I need to keep my gun nice and lubed. All of my o-rings look
fine, but maybe I should replace them. I’ll ask Ryan where he bought
his, or I’ll just buy some from him. My baseline came loose like it
usually does. Maybe I should get some teflon tape or something to keep
it in place.

http://malpt.com/ – artist by the name of Lauren Hale.
I dig the stuff and doubt I’ll remember it in the morning.

I’ve got quite a few entries in the reviews section. The reviews aren’t
all that great. I guess I’m mostly using as a repository for links. I
wonder how many people actually use the “reviews” and “events” sections.

In other news, Lauren is incomprehensibly cool.