I am a sad excuse for a human being. I brushed my teeth for the first
time in a month or more. My gums are bleeding like I’ve been chewing
glass. I haven’t been eating. Basically, I’m back in my old habits. I
don’t know what the fuck is wrong. I had things perfect in December.
I had EVERYTHING sorted.

I don’t know what’s wrong.

After all of that self-loathing, I’m going to direct you to gregachey‘s
xanga. I’m not really all that close to this guy, but he’s the stand up
sort, and he’s got a nice rundown of some hip-hop albums. You might
want to check it out if you’re into that kind of thing.